RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. In brackets answer the questions with your own comments on how it relates to the songs best as possible.

How are you feeling today?
Come Home - OneRepublic
[well that's ironic..]

Will you get far in life?
Gone Forever - Three Days Grace
[..thats..scary sounding.]

How do your friends see you?
Your Star- Evanescence
[I dunno about that.]

Will you get married?
The Willing Well II: Fear Through the Eyes of Madness
[xD classic.]

What is your best friend's theme song?
Endlessly, she said - A.F.I.
[oy..]

What is the story of your life?
I Don't love You- My Chemical Romance
[well that doesn't scream 'lives on rejection' at all..]

What was high school like?
Savior - 30 seconds to mars
[hmmm.. yeah, a bit]

How can you get ahead in life?
Come Home - OneRepublic
[interesting..]

What is the best thing about your friends?
Build God, Then we'll talk - Panic! at the Disco
[..really? Sounds a little demanding to me.]

What is in store for this weekend?
Ten Speed (Of God's Blood and Burial) - Coheed and Cambria
[what's that supposed to entail?]

To describe your grandparents?
America's Suithearts - Fall Out Boy
[...]

How is your life going?
Savin Me - NickleBack
[yeah okay]

What song will they play at your funeral?
21 Guns - GreenDay
[ooh.. nice]

How does the world see you?
Assassin - Muse
[YES]

Will you have a happy life?
Superman - Lazlo Bane
[YES Scrubs' theme <3]

What do your friends really think of you?
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
[..-headtilt-]

Do people secretly lust after you?
Guilty Pleasure - Cobra Starship
[...]

How can I make myself happy?
Monsters - matchbook romance
[..how will that make me happy?]

What should you do with your life?
Hello Seattle - Owl City
[..nope..not going there.. even if its always raining.. banana slugs.. ew]

Will you ever have children?
Atrophy - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[..doesn't sound like it. xD]

What song would you strip to?
Miss Murder - A.F.I.
[well okay, sure]

Today my 12 year old dog, Spencer, was put to sleep.

I wasn't there for him.

I was 4 hours away taking care of stranger dogs.

I'm sorry boy, rest in peace.

Okay, so I've decided to get back into the business of ports.
Holidays are coming up, I need GD to buy people stuff and you guys want pretty ports for your friends.

My most recent port is [link]

My starting price for a remappable port is 4GD
No, I don't have paypal, sorry.

If it's super complicated or halfway through you want it redone, the price goes up to 5GD.

Yes, I'll give you a deal of 2 ports for 6GD.

Yes, I'll accept port spaces.
NO expiring digos, please <3

If you are interested in digital art, or a character sheet [link]

I don't have a price for them but off something around 3-4GD and I'll happily make you one.

send me a note here or whisper me in game on Valkari.

So I've been thinking.
Well, panicking, really.

About what I'll never experience in my life.
And don't tell me "You still have plenty of time to..blahblah"
Things like, I'll never run away to Arizona with my best friend.
At the stupid age of 17.
And go to a rave in the middle of April.
And I'll never sit in Brandon's room and space out after taking a handful of Lor-tab.

Instead of going into graphic arts, I went into vet sciences.
Instead of living in my dream-loft in the middle of Minneapolis I opted for a tiny town with no trees.

I feel like I'm living someone else's life. Waiting for mine to start.
And then it didn't.

I realize that the majority of these were choices that I made on my own.
My parents have rarely needed to hold me back.
I do that all on my own.

And I'm sure, in 5 years, I won't miss the things I miss right now.
But as of this moment, I miss my best friend.
And I miss the reliable pattern of high school.

And I'm sick of living in Duluth.
I want to disappear into the country with my animals and my art stuff and forget about this city.

Yes, this is a rant, 'cause I was due for one.
Now back to real life.